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turning in karaoke wish list tonight

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turning in karaoke wish list tonight
01.07.07 4:08 p.m.

This year will be the year, I can FEEL it. The optimism keeps rolling like a snowball, gaining momentum. Hope feels like a drug. Nice.

Wanted to type my list of song I'm turning into Dave at karaoke tonight. If he finds me even HALF of these songs, I'll be a happy camper.

"Rush" Big Audio Dynamite (situation no win rush for a change of atmosphere... gotta get myself right outta here..)
"Mad World" Tears For Fears (off thw Donnie Darko soundtrack, the slow sad one)
"Head Over Heels" Tears For Fears (Don't take my heart dont break my heart dont dont throw it away)
"Don't Dream It's Over" Crowded House (hey now hey now, dont dream it's over...)
"Big Time" Peter Gabriel (and I will pray to a big god, as I kneel in a big church)
"Everything She Wants" Wham (tell me why I work so hard for you -to give you $$)
Monkey Gone to Heaven" Pixies
"Love Vigilantes" New Order (I long to see my family, my wife n child waiting for me...)
"Bizarre Love Triangle" New Order (Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray)
"True Faith" New Order (I used to think that the day would never come)
"Fire Woman" The Cult (fire, smoke she is a rising)
"Love Will Tear Us Apart Again" Joy Division
"how Soon Is Now" The Smiths (shut your mouth how can you say I go about things the wrong way I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does)
"River of Deceit" Mad Season --most think it's Alice in Chains-- (Down, oh down, the only direction it flows is down... my pain is self chosen)
"Joey" Concrete Blonde
"Sory of My Life" Social Distortion (life goes by so fast you only wanna do what you think is right)
"What it Takes" Aerosmith (there goes my old girlfriend and another diamond ring)
"We've Got Tonight" Bob Seger (We've got tonight, who needs tomorrow... why dont you stay)
Stay With Me" Rod Stewart (I'll even pay your cab fare, just be out the door before I wake up lol)
"Anyway You Want It" Journey (thats the way you need it!)
"Shake You Down" Gregory Abbott (oh baby well well... I can give you all the lovin you need)

P> For real, how awesome are those songs. I'm hoping he'll actually already have at least one of the songs from the bottom of the list so I can sing that tonight at Tab's birthday party. I do have to work tonight but I told em I'm coming in at midnight (and I might be drunk but only a little lol). I haven't checked to see if they already have that Aerosmith, Bob Seger, Rod Stewart, and/or Journey song yet. He's gotta have at least one.

Was sooo tired and could only sleep for 5 hours. I think that was when the pills wore off (muscle relaxers). Serious knee trouble last night, owie! OK I need to get a shower and get gone.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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