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who's that tap tap tapping on my head 11.09.07 3:08 a.m. yeah I know I need to stop... These fucking nightmares. Someone was tapping my forehead. Like with a fingernail or boney fingers or something and when I woke up I could still feel the pressure on my head like someone was still pressing on it though the tapping had stopped. CREEPY to say the least. It's like I'm on red alert 24/7. I went to bed at 10pm, was awake again by midnight and I still havent been able to fall back asleep. There are so many things goin against me getting any good sleep. Besides the PTSD and missing Klondyke there's the hard ass single little kid bed Im sleeping on and no heat in my freezing ass room, my blankets for some reason will not stop being staticy and every so often in the night I get shocks. I'm not touching anything metal so whats shocking me? Could it be my tongue ring? And who's tapping me on the head and why? This is fucking gay. Sometimes I hit my head against the wall, just cuz the bed is too small and I'll roll into the wall, it still fucking hurts and my winter hat doesnt fit right. Its been almost a month since the fight and my head is still sore, I still have vision problems. Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
About Me I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!! Examples of My Insanity
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