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rose oil bubblebaths
01.01.08 4:16 p.m.

Spent another night with the dj. Damn he's so yummy!

I dropped my mom off at the track, found some $80 blue suede sketchers on sale for $25 at Penney's, also got the new years shirt there too, that was $12 originally $40. Went to walmart, talked to Mike a few minutes about the good news (Things that make me smile), picked up everything I needed except leather protectant, still need that before I can wear the shoes (also need it for my doc martens). Got back to the track to get mom at 6pm like she said, and I didnt get her out of there until after 8pm! I swear it was easier to get Greg out of the bar and Scott out of the crackhouse than it was to get my mom out of the casino. At least she left with winnings that time, which is more than I can say for Greg or Scott. Anyway Pigfucker and Erin didnt wanna go out, well Erin didnt want to so PF didnt come out, and then Heather n Kevin ditched also so I ended up bar hopping with my mom. She suggested we pop into Shawn's dj show, so we went there first, was there till about 10:45. He was hapopy to see me but his boss was riding his ass all night. Also he wasnt doing karaoke and my mom didnt know anybody so she wanted to go soon after we got there. I was milking my drink in order to stay a little longer. I told him I was hopping around with my mom but would end up at the timbercreek across the street from my house. He snuck an early new years kiss to me, told me he'd call me and then I had to split. I ended up getting to the creek around 11:30. Sometime after 1am he walked in, surprise surprise! I was on my last drink talking to the guys about a poker game when he walked in. He had a decent bottle of champagne with him which I definitely didnt need to drink any of. He was still near the door and I expected him to walk over to me but instead he did the head nod thing and I grabbed my coat and said "maybe next time" to the poker game. There was a fuss about that, the boys were anxious to TRY to win their money back. I told Shawn about the game and he said he had a better idea. So we went halves on a room. Needless to say, I didnt make it to work today. There are a lot of jobs that pay $8 an hour, ya know? I might get fired but at least I wasnt alone on new years.

So anyway I need to go get Cassidy, I freakin miss her!


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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