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feeling better
01.29.08 8:55 p.m.

So yeah, I get reminders not to get attached to Jerico (besides all the depressing bullshit Hank told me last night). But then Jerico has also called me every day since we met, and to me that's a big deal. We'll text on n off throughout the day and then he'll call around midnight. Nothing is ever planned and he always initiates. So to me, that's something. Also tomorrow he's meeting me at karaoke. Hopefully we wont stay too long, lol. Here's a pic I snuck of him (sorry he wasnt lookin but it the pic was taken on the DL). I think the way he's braced against the wall is pretty sexy, and so are those scratches on his shoulder : )

Did I mention I quit walmart. Or rather, I stopped going to work. It's nice spending time with Cassidy, I can really tell how much she missed me cuz of how she acts now that I'm almost always with her. Yeah she drives me crazy, she's so bad... I love it.

I wanted to post a pic of Hank too.

Mom's spozed to let me get the car and take Hank to the grocery store, his car failed inspection and he's worried he'll get pulled over again. If he wouldnt spend all his $$ on oxycontin he might have another car soon... who am I to bitch though. Anyway it's time for a bubblebath.



Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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