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Things are good. VERY good. I havent been a perfect angel but we're doing much better not drinking and smoking hellish amounts. I turned down free coke a couple nights ago. I've done a lot of soul searching the last few days. The times they are a-changin. I've never looked or felt better. That's a fucklot for me to say.

Got in 40 hours this week. Even managed to get Saturday night out with Jerico. Worked 16 in a row 4pm yesterday till 8am today in order to get that night out, but it was TOTALLY worth it.

I've been writing in my hand-written diary a whole shit load, sorry I've been neglecting dland, louse that I am unlocking the thing then never writing. You wouldnt want to read anything I've been writing lately anyway because it's all "I love Jerico!" and stupid high school girlie teehee stuff like how sexy he looks in his work uniform (his shirt has a patch with his name on it!), how his parents are in love with me just as much as he is, how we share headphones and make-out for hours like teenagers and fall asleep before we get to the sex, etc. More often than not you'll find me daydreaming.

This is my horoscope for the day that he told me he loved me (he was shaking and almost started crying) "You belong. Your contributions matter, and you are vital in the lives of others. Knowing this, you can relax. So take a break. The more relaxed you are, the better you perform." Damn! I'm not one for horoscopes but holy shit, I bet no Scorpios blew their brains out that day! I showed it to Jer and he said he couldnt have said it better himself.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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